PS I'm Freaking Out Lyrics

Inside Out

Verse 1:

Inside out and falling backward,

I gotta ask if you're messing with me.

Cuz I can't trust my intuition.

Your tone of voice seems shitty and mean.

Chorus:

What would you do if you never met me,

How would you know how awkward someone else could be.

I’d say hello if the room was empty,

I’d say hello if there was nothin on T.V.

Verse 2:

Coast to Coast I've been a loser,

A creepy dude because I tend to stare.

But youre a ghost and I’m a spider.

search the world for someone to scare.

Chorus:

What would you do if you never met me,

How would you know how awkward someone else could be.

I’d say hello if the room was empty,

I’d say hello if there was nothin on T.V.

Verse 3:

Inside out and falling backward,

I gotta ask are you fucking with me.

Uh Oh:

Verse 1:

I try to make you out to be here.

I try to make it out alive.

I try to make you out to be here, but you’re not.

Chorus:

I guess I guess I found a reason, 

For spinning off again.

My brain will shift and split to pieces,

If the floors uneven.

I guess I guess I found the reason,

For spinning off again.

I swim through time and space in search of,

More oxygen.

Verse 2:

I try to keep myself inside here.

I keep my brain locked on the moon.

I try to make you out to be here, but you’re not.

Bridge:

Ooooh, ooooh

Ooooh, ooooh

I’ll make it

Classic / Pacing:

Verse 1:

I need you, to fade away. Behind a wall. Then maybe  you can stay

Hate this line, and I hate this place

I hate my spot in the human race. 

And I can’t sit still and I can’t think straight

I float away as the music fades and my brain evades

From a safety space. I’m spinning off and that’s okay.   

Chorus:

I’ve been waiting: pacing and debating if I should call someone for help.

Cuz I think I’m dying, curled up and crying and I’m sure I’m going to hell.

But I don't want you to worry about me, 

cuz then I've got you to worry about.

And I don't want you to worry about me, 

cuz then I've got you to worry about.

Verse 2:

I need you to fade away. Behind a wall then maybe you can stay.

Cuz  I’m a fire in a broken place. With chemicals pumping in my face

A medical concern a drunken pizza burn ,

I’m an endless stream and that’s okay

Bridge:

I don’t want you. And I don’t want me. 

And I don’t want you, and I don’t want me.

Rozwell That Ends Well (Bad):

Verse 1:

I try to do it all but I never seem to do enough.

Stealing minutes from the bottom of the hour.

I watch the clock from the bottom of the shower.

I try.

Chorus:

I’m stuck inside my head, I’ll make a home there.

But you can visit anytime. 

I’m stuck inside this stall, I’ve made a home here.

I threw away my time.

Verse 2:

And I’m fine, a little nervous that I never seem to do enough.

A little nervous that I haven’t gone to bed yet.

A little nervous that I’m gonna make a bad bet.

I’m fine.

Verse 3:

I try, to do it all but I never seem to do enough,

Breathing heavy when I haven’t made a move yet.

I’m breathing heavy but I haven’t made a move yet.

Something Better:

Chorus 1: 

There’s something out there shining a light from the space,

Telling us we don’t have time in this place.

Telling us all that we’re in love with our waste and it’s really a waste.

Chorus 2:

There’s gotta be something better than this.

Better than this.

There’s gotta be something better than this.

Better than this.

x2

Shape Shift (Rock on Gee):

Verse:

I have a reason, that shape shifts time that we believe in.

And I'm someone else now.

I lost my place again; my face, brain, mouth, and appendage.

And I’m someone else now.

I’m someone else now.

Chorus:

I don't want to be the only thing you ever think about, staring at the ceiling like you’re drifting off to somewhere else.

I don't want to be the only car that's in the roundabout, try to take my exit but I never end up getting out.

x2

Verse 2:

I found a reason to stay in the brain that I believe in.

And I’m something new now.

I found my brain again with my feet stuck firm to the pavement.

And I’m something new now.

I’m something new now.

Parrot Hat:

Verse 1:

Invite me to a party, but I didn’t want to go.

But she called me in a pleading tone, cause it’s a costume party and she’s feeling low.

I said I’d go and try my best, but I can’t promise I’ll get dressed.

I’ve got a hat in the shape of a bird, and I can put it on and be so awkward.

Chorus:

15 minutes in a parrot hat. 15 minutes or I’ll have an attack.

I'm standing in the corner with a bumble bee. Have another shot and I’ll try to be me.

15 minutes in a parrot hat. 15 minutes or I’ll have an attack.

Now I’m feeling loose, all the panic is dead.

And I'm dancing at a party with a bird on my head.

Verse 2:

Now I’m feeling more at ease, I go to find my bumblebee.

She talking to a mermaid, or something else from the sea.
I tried to make a joke with her, about how I'm a bird, and she's a bee.

She didn’t grin or laugh at that, but that’s okay because I've got my hat.

Chorus:

15 minutes in a parrot hat. 15 minutes or I’ll have an attack.

I'm standing in the corner with a bumble bee. Have another shot and I’ll try to be me.

15 minutes in a parrot hat. 15 minutes or I’ll have an attack.

Now I’m feeling loose, all the panic is dead.

And I'm dancing at a party with a bird on my head.
X2   

Happy Dance:

Verse 1:

Face down, naked in an empty room.    

Wrist deep, drowning in a carpet doom.

Fuck me, I just want to be unknown

Face down, reminds me that we’re so alone.

Can you make that happen, before you go?

Chorus:

Checking in on me is fine. I,

Just wish I didn’t do it all the time.

Check in to see if I’m alive, am I  breathing right,

And still I choose to take my pills—put me in a trance.
Do a happy dance.

Verse 2:

Fuck me, I guess I’ll take a shot or smoke.

Face first, the bottles spilling down my throat.

Face first, reminds me that we’re so alone.

Wrist deep, in books that I forgot on loan.

Can you please close the door. Before you go.

Chuggy:

Verses:

Chuggy’s making lists of his anxieties,

As we sit in silence getting drunk at Applebees.

But now, I wonder when.

And I picture what we did at seventeen.

When we never questioned if we’d lose our sanity.

But now, We just wonder when.

We fidget and we fuss, wound up in watchfulness.

And I wonder what I’ve buried in my consciousness.

But now, I wonder when

My thoughts are backed by movie    strings,

Warning me of all the coming jump scares and screams.

But now, I just wonder when.

I’m scrambling the jets in my mind,

To track down and quarantine me,

And all my insanity.

Bridge:

I Can’t make it right...

Chorus:

You, you’re somewhere lost between a thought.

I’m feeling lost too, but I don’t, I don’t relate.

You, are someone else entirely. 

It’s true.

I miss, I’m missing you.

Synth thing:

Freaking Out

Verse:

All it takes is my heart.

Skip a beat and I’m lifted off my feet

From the yard. From a bar.
From anywhere at all

But they keep telling me you keep telling me they keep telling me

That—

Chorus:

I’m just fine, I’m just freaking out.

Vibrate My Bones:

I'm not really tired, I seem to vibrate from the bones. 

And I’ll be stuck to lie here after all the bars have closed.

Lying still until it takes me, pulls my feet into the ground. 

Muddy hands that grasp my ankles pull me farther from the sound.

But they aren't really trying, they seem to vibrate from their bones. 

I'm a ghost without a graveyard. I'm a saint without a Lord. I'll be rolled up in a corner cuz I'm always fucking bored.

Push me straight into the ocean, push me head first through the door.

I just can't escape the motion that seems to shake me to the pores.